artikulate

Thursday, November 09, 2006

almost back to neverneverland heh..
sometimes i never seem to be able to open this little white box to start typing.
but so many things have happened since promos ended.
I think its so ironic that promos seem to have been the most hmmm..how shld i say.. unproblemmatic time up till now. I swear the team's story is enough to fill up a book la; and an interesting one at that, the rate things have been going..

So, i unwittingly find myself in cross training and wondering every single time i start on one of those killer runs - what the hell am i letting myself fall into this deep shit for? and people arnd me are not making things easier by telling me to quit and all, and that im crazy for letting a certain someone manipulate me. But things are not that simple. Theyre never that simple. Then what abt all the blood sweat and tears invested? What abt the friendships made? What about the simple perseverance that is inherent in all of us that gives us the extra bit to push on even when we think we cannot anymore?

I didnt give up that day simply because I didnt want you to have to chance to gloat over my lack of stamina, and give you even more reason to dismiss SCGS girls. I dont like having to train the shit out of me, but I will do it just to show you that we kayak are made up of more than the dirt you perceive us to be; and also because, if I ever get the chance, to tell you that while you were watching me suffer, my Father in heaven was keeping just as close a watch on me, and it is only by His grace that ive pulled through everything so far.

Psalm 34:7
"The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear HIm, and He delivers them."

||| out of tune at 10:49 PM