Thursday, October 19, 2006
Rarr
the bloody tagboard has been down since forever! :/
Ching Meiyun you better do sth abt it!!
I think its so ironic that my hols during marking week dragged by, and the moment im back and sch everything jsut seems to fly abt so fast:/ don't that always say that the hols fly by? Thats a bloody lie. I cant seem to get a moment's rest from trng.pw.art.meeting up with people.etc and then theres ms hengs farewell to deal with. Not that im directly complaining that i have to do so much for her la, as in I am doing this from the bottom of my heart, but its just everything else combined thats makes it such a drag.
Well, at least i rather believe that yours truly should secure a promotion to the 18th level of hell next yr (damn this system) and proceed to burn in the fiery depths of flowery quotes; pencil sketches; demand-supply fluctuations; and argh mind-boggling sums:// well i dont even know if I shld be satisfied with my grade for art..afterall like the wise old mum said, i din even do art in the first place and should be thankful i still got this grade. Heh, okay la, im not really rueing the A missed, but more like abit indignant at the mark distribution for youknowwhat. Heh matong - i guess we just had to take comfort in the fact that ours was way better (right?) than the 14min youknowwhat la:p satisfaction counts ya?
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
wordcount: 3102
verdict: approaching breakdown
vision: et screaming death and gloatingly bloodbathing our crisp white pages
sigh..
such is the nightmare of pw
ohwell all i take comfort in is that every loser in j1 is facing the same shit.
loser.
yeah why didnt i just get a life and sign into the lasalle camp?!
arghh. I cringe every single time I think of the moment they called to ask if I still wanted my place there and I stupidly blubbered no into the phone :/ and if i really do decide to go back there after this loser life here, its gonna be even more embarrasing to go through the same bloody interview.
Well okay i really do like the art part and i really thank God for mr tang. yeah he needs a new haircut, funkier specs and newer outifts but i really cant imagine art class without his trademark "huh?!" haha:) but it seems like more and more my art is getting me into deep shit. (Kalla i really dont hold you to that. really) its also pressure from elsewhere. guys im just a girl, not a maid.
Since im at it, i might as well say this for all and sundry to see
we artists are all weird people
we are best left to our own devices in terms of art
and we are not maids
Top 10 list of things to do:
1. claw my way back to fitness
2. attempt to compile ms heng's photobook
(in time for the farewell)
3. start coursework brainstorming!
4. Pig out with the pok
5. meet up with all the other poks
6. finish vanity fair (the novel)
7. buy the church guitar
8. watch my wu xia pian:))
9. get ching's present
10. spend some moolah:)
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Friday, October 06, 2006
psst..
something's over
heh okay well not exactly for me yet but ohwell, im already in party mode:)
so anyway i guess ill probably be here less often again, as we all wait with increasing trepidation for training to start in full force on monday:/ its been a good break, buts its time for the tough (and the not-so-tough like me) to get going again..sigh i really cant help but feel this stupid nagging fear, jus that lil bit everytime i read somewhere on somebodys blog that theyre all ready for training, trainings gonna be tough but just pia all the way. so much for all that running we did just before promos started. now its all back to square one.
please..let me have some time to watch my wu xia pian!!
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