artikulate

Monday, April 03, 2006

yeah ive been highly mia these past few months
and yeah i really do want that little white timepiece with the 3 black stripes wuite badly:p
but then again, who would be free training 5 times a week? I really do like canoeing-people and all, but i guess im giving a large part of my life to it..least to say im being fried to crisp by saturday noon suns.
It began as more of a stay fit idea, but now it seems like competition is inevitable.. esp after peiying left.And obviously with competition comes the choice of which friggin category of boats to compete in, and who to partner. Either way its bringing back unpleasant memories in badminton, i guess the only difference now is im not so hard up? that solution works better for me - i perform under cant-care-less attitudes:p tried and proven.
Ever had the feeling of wanting sth so badly, being so damn wound up abt it and ultimately having it not turn out the way you wanted it? i cant really discern whether its better to focus so hard on a goal or to just heck and get through it asap. Heh..for one though, the one thing that i wanted damn bad came today:)showers of blessing at 5pm sharp:)) dont we all love the music of the raindrops? Well i did:)

||| out of tune at 10:59 PM